Please know, that we aren't bashing our heads up against the wall. You are very new to this type of situation and it's going to take you some time to understand that you can't fix him or his crisis. There are no guarantees when it comes to a person in crisis. However, I will tell you this...if and when he wakes up and he comes to you and wants to reconcile...YOU will be the one to determine whether you want to try to reconcile. YOU will be the one that will determine when you can trust him again and if you still want to continue on your own journey w/or w/o him. However, that's a long ways off and until that time, continue focusing on you and your family, the packing, etc.
Please do not try to rush your process as you are grieving and it does take time to work through the stages of grief. Continue to post.
