Once again H invited me to go to lunch today. Of course I went...Kind of in a weird spot though. Want to have conversations about something other than the kids but am kind of stuck because some of what I would like to talk about (not R obviously) I feel may be pursuing, talk about the future. I'm probably over thinking and need to relax a little more....

Me-44 (45)
H- 50 (51)
M-'96

S-18(20)D-15(17)D-12(14)

BD Feb 2014 (he works overseas)
home Oct(sep rooms)
(EAs possible Pa's unconfirmed)
insists wants D through July 2015
no more talk of D since