this cross that i am bearing is becoming awfully heavy. just went to tuck my little girl in bed and found her crying. "what's wrong? why are you crying?" her reply "cause you and mama are not together". SHE'S 4 YEARS OLD FOR GOODNESS SAKES!
really struggling to not be bitter right now. just held her and let her know that i love her and i'll be her daddy forever.
then she prayed that we would all be a family together again. does the W deal with this? nope. if she did, she'd just blame me. will i ever let her know bout these things? nope, that would be manipulative but i wish i could.
i will be saying a special prayer for all the kids that are being hurt by these parents that are so caught up in their own pain (and its real) that they can't see the pain caused to the truly innocent!
M40 XW35 M11 T15 S9 D5 Bomb 6/3/14 Papers del 10/3/14 D final 12/5/14
I wish I could love you and make you believe it 'Cause that's all you ever wanted From me