Cali, thank you for stopping by. (And for recognizing my humor).

Addictive personality? Ooohhh, yesssss.... Me too.

I never became addicted to drugs or alcohol. My dad was an alcoholic, and told me early on that I would have those tendencies. I thought I beat addiction, since I didn't do those things. Ha!

A---nope.

I was addicted to my H. Codependent. I think that's a huge part of my problem seeing him now. I get sucked in so easily, because I'm still madly in love with him. I miss our old life. I know that's gone. I do. I can't imagine going back. I see that's impossible.

But, yeah....it messes me up. It's not good for me. It distracts me from what I need to do.

^^^^^^^^^^ sounds like a drug, huh? ^^^^^^^^

Thank you for saying I'm strong. Some days I feel it. Others.....meh.

I'm glad T has you doing some work. I hope it's going well for you. Tough chit, that was....

That T is one smart, bacon-lovin', relentlessly stubborn, gonna make you accountable in a 2x4-love-tap-kinda-way guy. (She said, hiding like a big chicken, smiling innocently behind uR.....). grin

Cuz I'm still scardt.... She ain't.