Xh1 sat at my kitchen table and said I'm sorry you broke up. He tryed and for him it was a huge a$re step to be comforting. I wanted to scream and kick and say... Wtf you choose now. You've had over 20years and you choose today of all days.
I know really know he was just waiting for the day, in case he had a chance. I feel it, and no chance. No how.
He then thought it might have been nice to go to his sisters funeral as a family. I couldn't stand the thought of him in the car all that way. It was hard enough sobbing with him along side and me thinking he was going to hug me! My skin crawled.
M 46 h54 Both married before T 11y Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads! Ms 18 hs 26
