Thanks so much GB - appreciated muchly.

I know that I am only at the beginning - which is kinda a depressing thought - but I am so grateful that I have stumbled on this site and all of you wonderful understanding people - its gonna make my journey a little less daunting knowing I have company to hold my hand along the way.

Had a meltdown this morning - but feeling a lot better - like a geyser letting off steam.

Been trying to get the last of my things packed, removals come next week - not taking much back with me, my life fits into 14 boxes ..... got rid of anything that was "ours" and starting afresh .... but currently thinking of travelling for a bit before I settle down .....because I can :o) x