Shining - I think I get it...it IS an awful lot to process at once. Not surprised you're a bit worn out from it all! Remember - you're only given what you're able to handle at any one time. And you're handling the current challenges pretty darn well! One day at a time...
Me 53, XH 57 M 20 (+1.5) years, no kids BD June '13 H moved out July '13 Confirmed long-suspected PA Feb '14 H filed for D Nov. '14 D March '15