3 months after BD, the roller coaster ride hurts

[devotee]

I think there would be more constant extreme pain if I had punctured anything. But I am going to try and see a doctor tomorrow. Just so she can listen to my lungs and feel around. Don't think I can afford an X-ray though. I don't know if any Walgreens or Walmart clinics around me, same with King soopers... They're all just the basic stores. My doctor charges $70 for an office visit. I can't afford it but at least she will know more than me.

Starting a new day today... Resting on the couch and feeling like a bum. I will DJ tonight but I'll make sure to stand pretty still and not get crazy. H slept on couch again last night and then came into the bedroom in the morning. Asked if he could sleep in the bed because the cat was keeping him awake in the living room. I said yes, we slept on our separate sides. Cat kept howling and H was tossing and turning keeping me up. He offered to go back out to the couch but I said no since I should probably get up and feed the animals anyway. He hadn't gotten much sleep whereas I at least got 5 hours. So he's sleeping in bed and I'm out here. So that was calm and amicable, another good step.