The space I have right now is no contact outside of D talk, I don't initiate seeing him AT ALL.
The talk is short and business like with some friend sprinkled in.
That's it.
I need some time away, I think to get out if this space of anger and resentment.
My bestie can't get her 4 month old to take a bottle and I know it's tough on parents to do that. I want to offer to help by going up there and spending 48 hours with the baby and making this bottle thing happen so mom doesn't gave to worry about a hungry baby at daycare. I'm not sure I could fit it in the schedule but I'm trying. It's just the complete mental change I really, really need and I'd be helping someone, too.
