Yes you made a mistake. Learn from it and move on. Are you getting a life yet? Stop waiting around for her to come back. She does not feel married to you anylonger. I am sorry to be blunt. I did the same thing to myself. It is very hard stuff. Sureal stuff.
Imagine your neighbor asking your whereabouts and why u arent home at a certain time? That is how she views things.
Let her go...
M 53 D 20 Separated 6/22/11 moved out 10/24 Together 26 yrs Married 16 W Filed for D 7/21/11 Served 9/6/11 D final 8/28/12
“Failure is not fatal, but failure to change might be.”