Drink mercury? I love it. I always say "drink lighter fluid". Sending you a hug my friend.
I prefer chardonnay.... but that's me.
SHINING!!!!!! uR is spot on with her post. It may do you some good to just get some distance. I know you have and you are doing swimmingly (I have never used that phrase), but I think I would help to take a break altogether for a little while. Give him something to think about, ya know?
Maybe I'm way off with this, but I think it would be good for you. I think it would be good for him, too. He has you on his mind... all your glorious hotness and all that... what would it be like for him if you were too busy to hang out with Chef Boyardee?
Find your place, girl. Find something different. Go do it and enjoy it. It doesn't have to be over-the-top or anything. Just something to look forward to. And new and exciting!
