Eddy-

My man. You made me laugh. I was actually wondering about thongs today. W threw out three old ones in trash and I saw she had three new ones with an even smaller waistband. This left me wondering, what's going on? Why does my W continue to undress in front of me? Is she so comfortable with herself it doesn't matter? Is she taunting me just for the sake of it? Or is she having great sex elsewhere and is REALLY flaunting it in my face. Is this typical WAW behavior? I swear my W looks better to me today than the day we were married. Ah, the way things are going, I may start thinking of you in a thong!

The PMA is real high tonight. About three weeks ago I set out to find a first cousin whom I have not seen or talked to in more than 25 years--although he was a childhood favorite. Not only did I track him down--he was visiting NYC with his family this week. I joined he, his wife, and two boys (6 & 8) to dinner at the Carnegie Deli and returned to his hotel to talk for about three more hours. Man, it was like we get together every week. Just great. And his 8-year old has the exact same face and eyes of my grandfather--who died 30 years ago. Just an awesome night. Indeed, my sked is such that W and I will not really see each other for another week. And she is visiting some pro-family girlfriends out-of-town this weekend. I can't imagine that she would sound anything other than very alien to them--especially since all their H's know about OM and my side of the story (I spilled my guts after a few drinks at Christmas).

Eddy, I'm taking your word and have another hockey game tomorrow night. Be good my friend and I hope all is well at your end. You remain in my daily prayers.

Merrick


Keep on fighting the good fight.

Merrick