Hi Bright, thanks for your words. I have been doing my personal business for 2 weeks now, feeling and dreaming a little more about it each couple of days. I am dreaming about working hard to end up moving the business away from home; I can still socialize with friends and business so may give it a chance... in fact I am leaning to it. Will give me time freedom which I love too to do what I like (talks, hobbies, travel). My fear is to do it alone, goes together with the loneliness feeling; but guess I have to confront that.
I am loosing hope since on my side I feel I am detaching little by little. He was a man that when we were returning home from a place at night won't follow me; he drives faster and would go first and let me go after him... don't think that is a nice thing to do coming from a husband and talks about him and his feelings towards me...
May end up working on building my company. My daughter may end up living in the weekend home, it makes a lot of sense to think about it that then I did all the work there for someone I REALLY love and care. I have lost so many little feelings for stbxh that I am starting to believe his "image" is just a "company" relief.
