You're nowhere ready to date as evidenced by your conflicted emotions about your W. It is a slippery slope that you don't want to slip on as for there's someone involved and you'd have to extract yourself from a very sticky situation.
Oh, I'll be the first to admit I'm NOWHERE ready to date. As much as I'd love to have someone of the opposite sex to hang out with, I'm just not ready for that. What I regretted about not approaching that girl last night, was that it was a perfect opportunity to reach out of my comfort zone and be more outgoing.
As far as conflicted feelings about my wife- you're probably right. As much as I tell myself I'm done, that she's hurt me too much, that I deserve better...if I was truly over her, I wouldn't be so hung up on needing details, would I?
