Yeah, I see my part. I rushed in although I offered help, she had to do the work.

I think she could also feel its pointless, something we are all familiar with, the don't think I can do it fear!

The f word again, the fear.

I had a chance to ask a bloke out, I let fear stop me. Dead in my tracks, the anxiety the feeling I used to get before I vomited. Something I did for weeks after bd, came and I bailed. Totally.

What can I do, well I can help build her up, same as she did for me.

That I can do. Nods uh huh, I can.

Last edited by Ggrass; 11/14/14 11:57 AM.
M 46 h54
Both married before
T 11y
Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads!
Ms 18 hs 26