Newcomer Living in Hell 2

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things i like about me: esp/including the changes i've made
punctual
dependable
loving
great Dad
great kisser
can start to see my abs
loyal
honest
good listener
forgiving
quick wit
pretty eyes
keep my wits about when sh*t hits the fan
smart

don't want to list the negatives as i'll focus on them.
any vets out there? the clock is coming up close to midnight. any suggestions? i did speak to W today and asked her to leave car seat at daycare so i can pick up D tomorrow. she wanted to bring them to me but i'm leaning towards not wanting to see her. i haven't seen her since sun. i do know that once again she got a babysitter to watch the kids so she could go to a party. S told me on the phone last night when i asked why he called from the home phone and not her cell phone. i know she was talking to me with no emotion at all today. this fcking sux!!! so should i see her tomorrow or not?