My thoughts immediately afterward was that I had loved this woman deeply at one point and I feel absolutely nothing for her now. Ahhh...what a nice awakening moment. I am officially at the indifference stage.
You melt my butter, Wonka.
I always tell my "big" daughters: "The opposite of love is not hate. It's indifference."
I'm sad for where you've been - and for what you've been through - but I'm happy you are feeling liberated and at peace.
And I think you're right: BIG things are on the very-near horizon for you. You're a shooting star.
M: 40 H: 44 Married 14 years S11 & D6; D20 & D19 from previous M 2BDs/PAs, 8 years apart Piecing: April 2014