Wife's Still a Lesbian

[essjay]

Feeling pretty low at the moment.
Guess I'm just looking for some support from you guys here
- can I call you friends?

Five months into this and it's still so hard.
Friends telling me they've noticed how much W has changed recently.
They don't know the reason - yet.
She says she's happy with 'her decision'.
Not going to change her mind or change back.
No man's going to get this!
She's well and truly immersed in the lifestyle now with her new friends. They're her new family and she's spending more of her free time with them than with us.

I'm still trying to DB for all I'm worth and the best I can.
My perception is it just feels like I'm getting nowhere..
She's hardly acknowledged me tonight let alone had a conversation.
Spent all evening in her room - even eaten in there on her own!

Hate what's happened to my family.