Wife walked away (4 months ago now) thread 3

[BigMac]

Sandi2:

It's funny how for months I was dreaming of that moment. And then through this process of finding myself I found that I could live without her.

And more importantly, that if I met her on the street and knew everything about her that I wouldn't let her in S9's life. Who knows if she will ever change (most likely she wont). She will still be in my life as the mother of my son. Other then that I figure she'll still avoid battling her demons, and make everyone around her pay the price. If she does, then who knows what the future holds. Well, the one thing I do know is that she lost the privilege of being called my wife.

Christina Perri has a great song called Jar of Hearts that is a very appropriate message for her - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8v_4O44sfjM

Thanks for the compliment Sandi2 on me being a nice guy. For the longest time I believed I wasn't. Now I can see that I am a good man, with a big heart (fractured, but healing). And you are right, I'm sure I will meet someone in the world who values me for the person I truly am.

I'll keep everyone updated as we progress towards divorce.