Quote: the best I can do is take care of myself and show her the new me by not getting angry as I showed tonight. If she ever opens up to me in a meaningful way...I'll be there.
As difficult as this is, you've done an amazing job staying calm and patient and doing for you. I believe she is past opening up in a meaningful way; I think is past a number of things. But past is past and try as we might, we cannot alter the past and must move forward, forward to a better place, a place you seem to be well on the way. Very difficult, but your reserve is inspiring.
