Wow, Merrick!!! I'm sorry this happened. I agree with Eddy. I think it is time to call the exorcist.

My H did the same thing on several occasions. It felt as though I was having an out of body experience. I could hear what H was saying, but I felt very removed from what was happening and I was thinking, "This is crazy!" I think that you have to dissociate like this for self-preservation. In retrospect, I think that my H was trying his hardest to make me blow up or throw him out, but I didn't. In the end, he even admitted (a little) that he behaved foolishly. I'll bet that when your W cools off a bit (maybe during mass) that she'll realized to herself what a wacko she is being.

You are showing amazing strength through all of this. I'll bet thinking of you this weekend.

Christine


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