3 months after BD, the roller coaster ride hurts

[devotee]

I'm not going to get my hopes up nor mope about it. What will be, will be.
He goes to his first individual therapist session today. I'm sad it's at a time where he's very negative about our relationship... Not during a time when we're both hopeful together. But I know I can't control him, and that it's good he's finally agreed to try therapy for himself. Hopefully it will be a therapist that will encourage him to work on our relationship. Again, it's out of my control.
It's a massive snow day here today. Just resting and trying to heal up. Hoping the club I DJ at will tell us they're going to close for tonight.