It's scary to see how much you still hurt after a year. It seems like everyone who has reconciled gave up at some point. Labug's post is a good example. Are you getting there?
Important distinction, I didn't give up, I let go and moved forward into my life.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss