Riding the rollercoaster

[u-turn]

Dawgy - I really feel your pain and the thoughts of humiliation. I have had the thoughts of them laughing about this (I still do). I don't know what to think of this - except try to believe that they are not thinking of you AT ALL. You do not even cross their 18 year old minds. It's all about them and there is nothing you can do about it.

It sounds though that this torment is not letting you function - are you doing anything to help remove yourself from these thoughts? Are you doing anything for yourself?

Hang in there - take care of yourself.