And, to help me get out of this funk so I can go to bed because i have a killer day tomorrow, and I'm perpetually exhausted...
Things I don't miss about H:
1) Getting dressed in the dark trying not to wake my H 2) Tiny chest hairs (or maybe it was just his hair falling out) all over the bathroom. 3) his snoring 4) the way he chewed his food 5) being with someone who was always grumpy in the morning 6) never being able to hear him on the phone because he mumbles (I don't talk to him on the phone anymore) 7) feeling anxious when he was rude to my parents 8) the way he showed contempt for my emotions and needs (well, that's a biggie!) 9) feeling so alone, even though I was in bed next to my husband. I think that's the thing I don't miss the most. That was such a terrible, terrible feeling. 10) fearing that he would leave me. At least that fear is gone.
