Good for u keep GALing. I do know how that gaping hole feels. When u are home alone and the walls fereconcileey are caving in on you. When you wake up in the middle of the night feeling out of breath. Your head spins all day. Cant eat. Cant think. The fear. The fear. Just consumes you.
We all came here to save our M. Many succed. Some very good friends of mine some who i met here are reconciling. Theres always hope.
She will not find u attractive if ur sad and depressed. A man cannot beg. It does not look good. (Im not machista).
Ps: the plateu u mention happens with time. You dont find it.
M 53 D 20 Separated 6/22/11 moved out 10/24 Together 26 yrs Married 16 W Filed for D 7/21/11 Served 9/6/11 D final 8/28/12
“Failure is not fatal, but failure to change might be.”