Went to D's karate tournament yesterday and H and I were great. We laughed a lot, looked out for each other, caught each other's eyes across the room a couple times to make fun of the other one dancing to the music they were playing over the loud speaker between events (we both have a sick sense of humor), laughed with other parents, encourage other kids,... It was a great day.
I'm taking it all in stride because I'm doing well inside me so I'm not looking to find meaning in all that. It simply felt good that it was good between us.
I can't believe how different I feel after just one week. My gratitude is flowing because I honestly didn't think I'd get up off that floor. Yet, here I am, I feel strong. Grounded. Solid and dare I say, happy??
I'm GAL as best I can with it being busy season for photography but I'm keeping a PMA big time. Detachment is key so I'm keeping a low profile from H why has helped my outlook so much.
I'm really trying hard not to over schedule myself over the next two months. The holidays really tend to stress me out so I'm trying to think ahead and plan some down time to actually enjoy them. What a novel idea.
Me 47 - W 35 M 9 - T 10 2 Daughters - 7 & 9 Discovery of EA- 8/4/14 S - 8/5/15 D mentioned - 9/11/14 R & Piecing - 3/17/15 Regard one another as more important than yourselves. - Philippians 2:3
Good for you Ss. I'm still very new at all of this. My H was in the house for a long time bomb dropping almost monthly and avoiding doing things as a family before finally leaving a little more than a week ago. (yesterday was difficult). But today was better b/c I stayed detached (for the most part), so you definitely have something there.
M:38 H:41 M: 6y D4 D1 BD 2/14 IDLY H moved out 10/31
