Jefe, please know that you deserve a lot better than what you are getting.
What is happening to you is not a punishment. It is a tragedy.
There will be things that will happen in our life which we have no control over and this will be frustrating. Life is a conglomerate of experiences that build who we are. Some experiences will be good, some will be bad, and some will be neutral.
I am so sorry the bad is happening to you right now in such waves. This is the time you need to reach out to people and ask for help. You will be surprised to find out how many people love you and want to be there for you.
Does it replace the yearning you feel for your wife?
No.
But it will remind you that you are loved and valued.
And when we are in stress we need to be reminded that we are loved and valued.
