I definitely have been able to pull through due to the support I've found on this site. I wish you the best of luck as well.
I actually did have a talk with H last week and he asked to stay. He seems to enjoy being back home, though he confessed to an EA which led him to think of the "what if?"
I think he noticed I was myself again and is drawn to me. I am still somewhat scared he'll change his mind any minute and leave... I didn't deny him being back but am certainly treading cautiously...I suppose this isn't fully an MLC if he's not following all the patterns.
But there was something...and I'm moving forward carefully.
I'm ecstatic hes back home...but am scared of him pulling away again...
