If you're willing to live out your life like that, that's pretty sad. You are a creation of God Himself, and worth SO much more than that.
We can't tell you what to do -- only YOU have to live with the consequences. I said earlier that your wife was testing you, and I asked how you were going to respond. My guess from reading your latest update is that if we asked your wayward wife right now, and if she were to be honest with us, she's say that she has ol' Bart EXACTLY where she wants him.
Serial adultery is not pretty. If this were your 24-year old son, 10 years from now, asking you for your advice as his father . . . what would you tell him?
