Well we continue...
She still states she does not know, wants me to find another woman, is confused, wants to hire a mediator after the holidays, appreciates who I am, does not trust me, thanks me for doing everything to help the relationship, does not want to go on trips with me, wants me to hold her, does not want me to hold her, is seeing a councelor, states "so you think the councelor is going to make me want you", wants to move out, does not want to move out, wants to get frisky, states she regrets getting frisky...

I am disconnecting.

W-43 H-41 M-19 T-21
Kids S-15 D-13 S-11
OM/EA/PA suspected 7/4/14
Talk of Seperation 7/5/14
Slept in same bed, held each other nightly until 2/1/15
W moved out 2/1/15
I am moving on