Me either Jefe! I can't stop crying because I love my H so dearly and my son, I couldn't fathom causing either of them this much pain! With the feedback Ive gotten it sounds like I shouldn't speak to either of them about my feelings because they will both just get pushed further away. I feel like I'm in my own prison of hurt feelings a broken heart and confusion and there's no way out! This last little incident calling her "sis" really upset me..I feel so hopeless!
M:37 H: 38 Married 16/ T20 Son: 16 Caught cheating with HW (also my good friend) 8/20/14 Papers delivered: 9/4/14