Something that hit me yesterday was that I've been so wrapped up in looking after the kids/work/housework that I've not really had time to think about myself in all this . Wether that's good or bad I'm sure I will find out soon .
It may seem stupid but at the moment I just want to get Christmas out of the way .
Me 40 W 37 Together 22 years S18 D12 WaW 12/08/14 after affair exposed , suspected for several months W returned home for 2 weeks to see if can handle family life After the 2 weeks she has left .