you're so nice - to offer help. just thinking you'd be willing to help - helps. then i say to self - buck up man- get this stuff done- it's my "job" in life for the moment so just shut up and do it and get on with it.
ta da.
so - that walk- i'm headed out door- remember world is out there.
I HEAR YA about 2winter coming. i love the fall colors and bright colorfulness of the unniverse. i am in no mood to be cold and blue. something about it being all barren outside - adn feeling chillie allll the time-
eeeek- not thinking about it.
i can't even imagine winter-m uch less holidays. halloween made me cry- can't even imagine what christmas will be like- not gonna think about it.
trying to tell self- no obligations of self- don't think about it- don't streeess about shopping- don't STRESS in life- just be
