KGirl, I'm sorry that's what's happening for right now. I can imagine what you're feeling.
I hope you're in your apartment. With your sweet kitty. Relaxing in he nice home you've made for yourself, surrounded by things you chose with your own preferences. Enjoying what feels beautiful to you.
I hope you are reflecting on how strong you've been, how self-sufficient. You've got a cute orange car that you researched and chose on your own. You've been self-reflecting and growing, building bonds and becoming a woman only a fool would leave.
THEREFORE, your H is a fool. And you deserve way better than a fool. You deserve to set your face forward and to expect an amazing life for yourself.
And maybe, if your H is very, very brave, and very, very lucky, he will grow into the sort of man who deserves you, and PERHAPS, if you're available, he might get a second bite at the apple. But I don't think he will. Because I think there is an awesome future in store for such a courageous and competent woman, and you will the One That Got Away, and thanking him for the broken road that you led you into an outrageously awesome life.
Me42, H40 D12, S8, S7 A revealed: 7/13 Sep 4/14; Agreed to D 1/15
