KGirl, I'm not up to speed on your situation but I can certainly relate to what you are feeling. I agree with Claire, it's only over when you say it's over. We all need hope.
Me 47 - W 35 M 9 - T 10 2 Daughters - 7 & 9 Discovery of EA- 8/4/14 S - 8/5/15 D mentioned - 9/11/14 R & Piecing - 3/17/15 Regard one another as more important than yourselves. - Philippians 2:3