So today I had a date with S16 and S7- we went to see Big Hero 6. Adorable movie!! We all cracked up ( and of course I cried a little too).
I truly felt joyful which was nice.

In other strange news- H does not seem to be doing so well. I didn't expect to see or hear from him until Sunday at S7 birthday since he's traveling. ( yes I have been following everyone's advice and haven't contacted him about anything).
So out of the blue he calls tonight around 5- says he had to come back home yesterday ( his travel was within a few hours drive) because he forgot his laptop and wasn't feeling well. Huh???? So weird!
So he was calling to see if I needed anything before he drove back to his meeting. I say no, we are good, getting ready to go to a movie. Then he asks if I need anything for lawyer ( taxes) or before I get ready to travel next week. Again I say I have it all set. He asks if I need ride to the airport Monday morning. I said I was fine. He starts to say- well that way you don't have to leave your car- well it's up to you just let me know.....
I said I would look at my schedule and see but would probably drive myself.
He said ok guess I'll see you Sun- what time is S7s party again??

So the part I'm most happy about is that I wasn't all excited that he called or even wanting to stay on the phone. I have things to do- was setting up my new dining room furniture and then getting ready for movie.
He sounds terrible, lost again. Hasn't sounded like that in awhile. I have some theories but they are all mind reading.
So back to me- big trip next week- couple days with old high school friend, a spa day, and then 3 days of conference. Will be a nice getaway!


Me 41 H 40
M 20 T 23
S 19,16, 8 D 13
BD1 dec 2012 not sure going to work
BD2 sep 2013 seeking a D
Filed oct 2013, D Feb 2015
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