Recent Separation...trying to cope

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A little context. W texted me, told me she was sorry and that it was important that she spends time with her BFF, since she doesn't get to very often, and hopes that I understand.

I replied and said "I'm a little upset but I understand, maybe next time..."

I was actually very upset but I know that I can't do much, but brush it off my shoulders and reschedule. I feel like she doesn't take my efforts to spend time with her into much consideration when she plans things for herself. I really value any time that I get to spend with her but I just don't get the same from her...I don't know maybe I'm just trying to read into her too much.