Recent Separation...trying to cope

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I'm a little upset. W just cancelled dinner plans tomorrow night that I had made reservations to over 2 weeks ago to hang out with her BFF. Sometimes I just don't know why I still hang on. I don't want to take it personally but I do and it bothers me.

I've been feeling lately that I don't deserve any of this from her and that I should just let go. Does anybody else feel that way?

I was really looking forward to spending a quality evening with her but I guess my time is just not that important enough for her right now...sad...