I find it interesting that when we feel dark or down about our M we will look for any little thing to give us hope. My hope today came from my W engaging in Scrabble with me again on our phones.

Shouldn't be getting my hopes up, but I will not lie that it feels nice. She hadn't played a word in the last 4 days. I know it means nothing and I should not get my hopes up or get expectations, but I am smiling.

As my DB Coach said last night, she hasn't completely disconnected from me and the fact that she may want to talk on Saturday is a positive sign. She said a lot of times when someone files they are completely done and do not want any interaction with their spouse.


M:34 XW:34
Together: 10y
Living: 9y
Married: 7y
Son:6 Son:4
Separated: 12/28/13
Piecing: 5/2/14
Separated 2nd: 10/16/14
W filed, but pulled it: 11/5/14
papers served: 1/27/15
D final: 3/6/15