Gogofo - no longer piecing 2nd BD

[gogofo]

Yes, I guess that was a lot of thinking about what she should do.

What is killing me is not knowing what she is feeling. I wish we were in a spot where we could share more than "I am angry". There seems to be so many things about "I am angry" that has me making assumptions.

My fear is that she will go to a lawyer and get the papers drawn up. I know she has talked to one recently and she said she is tired of the limbo that is our situation. During our last talk we were working on us again, had some good days, and now her changing her plans to be with me. She even invited me to go with her and her cousins and sent me the hotel info on Tuesday morning.

I know she is torn and in pain and I want to help her. Don't know if I can or if I should.

From my position it is the WAS that is taking a while to see that things really can be different.