I see the gears turning. I think that it might be useful to think about these a bit more and re-read them a little later, Wet. Say, a year from now.
So just a few light questions:
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But I want a happy ending to my story.
That caught my attention too. I realize you re-worded it later, but let's be honest, you do want a happy ending to your story. And it is no surprise that you see the dangers in divorce. The dangers to your family. The family that you fought for so many years for.
While you're thinking - Do you think it's possible to have a happy ending to your story? Be honest with yourself.
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But right now, my primary focus is my W, and helping her coming thru her MLC by using the most powerful weapon on Earth – prayer.
And I'm curious about this one. When you pray for your W - is it for her? Are there also others you pray for? What does forgiveness look like to you? What are the actions vs. the feelings?
I do think you highlighted something - your dislike of change. I wonder is it dislike of change or change you didn't initiate?
How's the rehab going? Getting healthy?
AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."