So ATS- just to be sure I get your message clear- what you're saying is stop contacting my H? wink

Thank you for your advice and sharing your experience. It's very helpful.

Today I went to boot camp, then to IC and did some EMDR work, then had dinner and a beer with an old friend I hadn't seen in 4 years.
It was all much needed and awesome!

The EMDR seemed to give me some peace even though I didn't feel like I got to any clear resolution. I'm hoping I can keep building on that to get re-centered.
I feel like a bouncy ball- I'm up, I'm down, I'm up, I'm down. Gotta get out of this pattern.


Me 41 H 40
M 20 T 23
S 19,16, 8 D 13
BD1 dec 2012 not sure going to work
BD2 sep 2013 seeking a D
Filed oct 2013, D Feb 2015
Life is about daring greatly, about being in the arena- Brene Brown