2BHappy - just be careful. The blow ups push away the MLC. In my experience, I would look back after a blow up and think, crap, what did I do? I always feel better when I talk myself down. Also one thing that helps me greatly is having that mirror in my face. It doesn't always help! But if I remember to use it, my actions change.
I hope you have fun with your friends. We all backslide, we just need to learn from it.
Me 48 H 46 S 11 M 2004 BD 8/13 H moved out 2/15 -live in the present, enjoy the beauty around and within you, explore your new future-