"Sorry if I seem dense...I just don't know what I'm doing exactly."

No it just sounds like you glossed over the book and didn't bother to learn from it. Go back and take notes. Study it.

The answers are there.

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER