Thought things were going to good 2 weeks and no stupidity . Vent alert
Then Massive bust up with kids again .
Apparently D was humming so S starts playing musc loud and were supposed to be going out .
We get in car S has headphones on and tapping floor to beat of music . D then bangs floor to get him to stop .
We literally get a few hundred meters down road and I'm turning car around and going home .
I'm done can't cope anymore crying my eyes out . Full time job full time house money is tight and then I've got to be the referee between the kids .
I'm seriously thinking about throwing S out as he just escalates everything and the stupidest things trigger him.

I can't hold this all together any more I'm crumbling . How can I have a life when I can't leave kids together in house for fear they will argue .
I feel like a prisoner
Aaaagggghhhhhhhhh.


Me 40
W 37
Together 22 years
S18
D12
WaW 12/08/14 after affair exposed , suspected for several months
W returned home for 2 weeks to see if can handle family life
After the 2 weeks she has left .