BF wants to drop another box off at my house after work. The last time he wanted to drop a box off I told him I wouldn't be home and to leave it on the back porch, because seeing him rips the scab off. Plus, it's a good 180 because previously I was a huge home-body that never left the house much.

At first I told him I wasn't going to be home again, but then I realized I can't just hang out some place until I'm sure he's gone; I had plans to be home this evening because I've been legitimately out so much that I've got projects to take care of. I changed my mind and told him I had to go home to change clothes first, anyway and I should be there when he stops by.

I've got 7 hours to gird my loins and psych myself up so that when he leaves, I'm not affected. I got this.

ME: 38
BF: 40
T: 10y, no kids, no M (by choice)
BD: 7/14/14, BF admits to PA, wants out, lies about new R.
10/1/14: I move out, BF lies about move in with OW
12/4/14: OW confronted, reveals all the lies