Please explain "tagged" and "script" do you mean that I am it and she responded like a script.
I (did everything that you shouldn't) looked at phone records, texts, web, facebook and found nothing, talked to the possible OM (without confronting him) and saw and felt nothing...only my gut tells me otherwise. Emotional connection at some level possibly...physical - highly unlikely.
She started seeing a therapist in town yesterday and said that she felt better - talked to me about it but was nothing that I did not know. She slept in the other bed last night for the first time...stating that she is confused when I touch her and needs to figure it out. Stated for the first time that things are not black and white for her anymore (like 4 months ago when the bomb dropped). But she still does not know, she thinks the changes I made are a patch. I told her that they were simply who I am.
We have DB counceling together...but she likes to see someone in person. I do not feel like I need it. I have three sessions left. Don't know how it would help me as I believe that I am everything that I am...
I do not know if this is progress or not.
W-43 H-41 M-19 T-21 Kids S-15 D-13 S-11 OM/EA/PA suspected 7/4/14 Talk of Seperation 7/5/14 Slept in same bed, held each other nightly until 2/1/15 W moved out 2/1/15 I am moving on
