Thank you - your post is encouraging! I really did feel very alone...I know there are small details that makes everyone's situation different, but I really did feel like mine was unique. I'm working on the homework and have found the MLC for dummies is amusing and is helping me realize that...no matter what he says otherwise...the childish immature on here is him. He thinks he's being more mature by saying this is "what is best for both of us" That i haven't really "grown up" yet because I was dependent on my parents and then dependent on him...sure I have lots of growth to achieve but no human stops growing! I wish he could read it and realize what he's doing...but of course any of that and he'll be pushed further.
We ended up not talking. Not really sure why he literally texted "Hey let's hold of for tonight but need to get together definitely this week." This is frustrating because one - he insists on texting as our only communication (except for this talk we wants to have) and two...
I am swinging between hopefulness and anxiety about what he may want to talk about. I think I may drive myself crazy if I continue to think as to why: did work go late (does happen) did he do his guys night (usually is tues or thurs) and if he did did he talk about us is he just rethinking what he wants to say to me, is he having doubts about what he wanted to say to me (good or bad) ahhh!!!!!! I don't know.
Another concern I have is that our anniversary is at the end of this month...I think he knows just as I do that our friends and family (save for the few we've talked to) are going to joyously congratulate us...and I fear this may push him into being even more rushed about a D.
