Kira, welcome to the boards. Not that you wanted to be here, but it's a great place to find people that understand and support.
MLC or not, what he's telling you is indicative that it's him, and not you that's the problem with the relationship. Keep that in mind when you feel anxious again. He knew you for 11 years - he knew what he was in for
I strongly suggest you read Cadet's postings. That's a lot of reading, but it's important to get a background on goes on. That helps you to not be surprised by what you hear or see. I think you'll need that in the coming days.
AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."
